those of you who sit under the same moon
may speak the same language.
these syllables tread softly
before rending themselves upon a corner.
this poetry is liquid,
it sputters and jerks and freezes
betwixt the thick wet grass
and the webs of my fingers.
the double shadows veil it,
draw the vowels into unquiet resting.
perhaps,
when you breathe, the steam clouds your vision;
reminds you that you exist,
too.
perhaps my serenity is your serenity
as the low pulse of the freeway lulls your mind,
and the green-to-grey spread before you
acts as grounding.
Tear into your heart with my teeth
lick the wounds on your soul raw,
until they crack with the pressure and become itchy with healing.
Suffocate you in the sweat-and-aloe scent of my skin.
Crush you to my chest, rend your back with my claws, breathe fire into your lungs
until you can barely gasp for it.
Curse you, curse your suffering, curse how long you've
endured.
Break my palm upon your teeth,
crack open your ribs and pry apart your insides.
You would shudder as I shudder,
you would melt under my fingers as they press brands into your back,
holding you fast,
shredding the like of a thousand band-aid memories and flaying you to your ver
I wanted to devour her.
She was warm to the touch, to the point of fever
and it gave her skin a deep, ruddy blush
like the skin of an apple.
There were traces of heat everywhere -
the trail of my fingers to her hips,
the fragility of her ribs,
the delicate hollow of her throat.
It was too much, so I ignited her.
I gripped her in all the gentle places,
held her fast with my teeth and my arms.
She became flooded with fire.
The heat was enough to kill me, to make me dizzy
as though her body contained in itself a furnace,
or the sun.
There were glorious crests of it, founts, red,
then, embers.
They kept me warm for the rest of th
You are the architect.
Upon you, we stand we rise,
we retire, we lay
in agony when you fracture
and with pleasure at the allowance of your grace.
You are the beautiful, buttery yellow of parchment,
the ivory of piano keys,
the white in a checker patterned dance floor.
You can be leeched and strengthened like everything.
You are unlike anything.
You are the product of millenia -
shaped by Darwin's hand,
worn smooth and strong by the handling of each subsequent generation.
You are singular and universal. Do not doubt your perfection.
You are the support of a structure
that houses a mind
capable of great things.
Tendons s
My plan is to deny you,
Because there are miles
between the crest I am bound to on concrete feet
and the quicksand inches that shift
slip slurry and pull at me;
every word pulls at me.
I'm going to lay on coals
and smoulder away like a hot fuss,
drink and gamble the nights away
(while you go on doing whatever).
I'm going to sneak and sieve
into the minds of everyone else,
and think for a moment isn't it grand
that I've got friends who really know
how to fill the time.
Isn't the bug-filled night great,
with the dry-wrung screech of empty trains
and the streetlights casting litter in alabaster.
It's good, it's a solid nickle-p
Why must anatomy be learnt through cuts?
Weeks of nothing
but carving out the inside.
Grey is the guideline.
Despite its sterile, calculating detail
it lacks it lacks the passionate red,
the spurt, the direct and tangible
as veins flow up and out and into
delicate branches, into colour,
into the swell of slick metallic heat,
all over --
all over the trunk, the canvass, to burst it
wide open and tear through the cavernous walls,
to dive head-first into the mess of it.
And you are achieving not because
you are scripting precise quantities and
strict measurements, but because
you are talking in tongues, the red howling
It comes and goes,
floods red.
Passages you carve out of stone,
through to tunnels that stiffen
long before you are gone.
And you sense the death in it?
Their bodies part so easily under your fingers,
like envelopes.
Do not fool yourself.
This is no exchange this is taking
because you need and there is no other way.
This is consuming, this is
dark blots slurring the edge of your vision,
spider-cracks striking at your fingertips
memories that fracture and distort with each pleading breath.
carnivore, cannibal, inhuman.
In starving yourself, in feeding
and tugging in the bottom of your leaden soul is only this hop
There is this place
I used to know.
I knew what it was called, too
back then.
Last time I passed it by
with my feet
speaking a slow drawl
against the slick autumn sidewalk
I had plugged myself into a
tragic, foreboding sound
that coursed through my body
like general anesthetic.
Suddenly.
Sirens broke the blissful semi-silence
droning on inside my head.
I closed my eyes
and reached out
and my fingers glanced
the sterile shell
of a creature taught only to wail
and speed past like a ghost.
Breathe in. I watched as it flashed
through a neon-soaked night,
screaming for attention like a general at war.
The distance was surr
If there were a time when your fears came to pass
And your only rejoice - noise torn out at last
Even still hollow echoes have senses to linger
And a gap of years slip through your cold quicksand fingers
Ears numb to a whirlwind you know, you know
Soul dragged into the deep end you know, you know
And the pain of displacement is wearing away
To reveal a less picturesque realm of decay
That I've locked myself in with this raw twist of words
And to feel these demons dark within me preserve
A semblance, a bearing of where my path lay
Yet now all I can cry for is something to stay
The cruel hand that breaks me, everything chases
Me in
There is so much I hate
in waking.
There is the stiff numbness
of the bones,
the soft shock of a brain
trying to cope.
There is the muster of strength
to leave somewhere warm
to leave the comfort
and sweet numbness.
Above all
there is a sense of being uprooted
completely and unwillfully
so that in catching the fragments
of a dream
I cut my fingers
to pieces.